{Life Update} – Trying to find my way out of the big black hole

{Life Update} – Trying to find my way out of the big black hole

Hey Besties. How are you guys doing?
Seriously if you feel like I just fell of the face of the earth and left you behind, I completely understand. It has been a while since I checked in and to be honest, life has been a bit rough.

I am constantly trying to figure out if I'm coming or going and in which direction I'm doing so.

Work

Work has gotten a million shades of interesting. I truly love what I do even though it scares me sometimes. I’ve had huge responsibilities fall on my lap and I’ve had to do a lot of travel while I’m at it. Haven’t felt quite this excited about work inĀ  a while so it’s all good things. I started working a IT Specialist (Regional Specialist to be quiet precise) a little over 3 months ago and it has been thee best and scariest time of my life. Constant research and learning while at the same time delivering on assignments and company requests. All fun and games. Seriously one of the best things that happened to me this year.

Parenting

My daughter is convinced that I am going on holidays without her every time I go on a business travel which in a way makes me the *not so cool* parent. Poor thing hasn’t quite figured out that actually getting on a plane doesn’t always mean that it’s a holiday.

She’s doing really great in school which I’m very impressed by and even though waking her up in the morning for school continues to be a daily struggle, once she’s up, it’s all good. About a month or 2 back I constantly felt like I had no idea what I was doing with her and I worried myself sick that mine and her relationship will be broken forever but all that doubt is out the window and we are doing better than ever.

Pregnancy

If you follow me on YouTube then you know that I may have said something about trying for baby number 2. Well, I am not pregnant yet and we still are leaving it to the universe. We are using no form of prevention and I’m not charting or tracking anything. For now anyway. So I am patiently waiting for a miracle. To be quite honest, we are both in no hurry and we do not want to put ourselves under more pressure with ovulation tests and all – personally I feel like it makes the whole process a lot more stressful and takes away all the fun.

Relationship

We are in a really good place with my boyfriend right now which has been super nice. Not that we weren’t before but it’s that amazing feeling of re-connection that you get after revisiting future plans and realizing that you are still on the same boat. Love everywhere. Yes, we continue to have arguments here and there – I would be worried if we didn’t – but nothing worth writing home about.

Life

Everything has been just great. I am eating far more healthier post my juice cleanse than I did before. I have managed to keep the 4kgs I lost during the cleanse off and I feel fantastic. I am hoping to either start working out at home or join the gym real soon. Don’t hold me to it! This is just one of those things that I really want to do but I have no idea where i’m going to get the time from. Maybe wake up at 3am? NOT!

Anyways, that’s what’s been going on in my life while I was trying to find my way out of the big hectic hole I fell into. I promise I will try and be more consistent this time. But in the meantime, be sure to come follow me on Instagram, I swear that’s where I’m more present.

Till then, we’ll chat soon

xoxo

Oluv



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